Saturday, July 25, 2026.

Hewo hewo my darlings, (๑•᎑•๑) how have you been, anything new? It seems like Mei-Mei has recovered notably from her surgery and has almost fully healed.

She still has to wear that annoying cone arround her neck for the purpose that she doesn't scratch herself, which she doesn't likey wearing at all as it would be to expect,, but it do be for her good and it seems like she has already gotten a liiil more used to it, i figure she might not need to keep wearing after 2 or 3 days and i also gotta keep an eye on her occasionally so that she doesn't feel too bored or lonely and that she's also eating and drinking properly.

I do hope to be able to run arround the house and play with the ball with her sometime soon,, cus as of today i've been feeling a lil lonely aswell.. Do you dear reader by any chance, associate a piece of media or whatever else with a particullar group of people you know or knew of? Because I do,, and when i happen to encounter said media, whether while im browsing on the internet or through my personal files, i do get sad... It is only normal that friends are people that come in and out from our lifes constantly,, and while I can try to kinda make peace with that, i do overall, feel a great grief looking back at how it ended..

What's done is done, i *try* to reasure myself, the development of my website has allowed me to keep moving, i like to think of developing a website (or working on any personal projects for that matter) like planting a tree, at first it might not look like much, but little by little with some love and lots of patience, the tree will grow and will become a beautiful culmination of your efforts, something to be proud of as you've seen grow by the work of your own hands. And that culmination i built up, gives me hope, hope that i someday enter the beginning of a bright era, hope that i recover from my depression.

Dear reader, thanks a lot for sticking to the end, i figure this might be very boring to read for most, yet somehow you were determinated to learn all about my nonsense, you have my gratitude for borrowing just a tiny bit of your important time, until next time ^^.

❤︎ Ashley.